Dating 10 years before marriage
Talking about other people's marriages can help you better get your brain around your own values.
We stayed in my room, she was scared and angry and I was angry too, I was really hurt, I love this girl and suddenly she was with another guy.
She told me he comfort her tats what she likes about him.
Is it possible that you responded to this other girl because you and your ex decided not to have sex before marriage and that this hurt her?
Otherwise, why would she become involved in a rebound relationship with a guy who doesn't even have a career and why would she break up with and block you from everything?